Why do I do this?

That is a very good question and the only reason I continue to grow the brand and the story of Plantationland is because 1) This is very cathartic for people who experience racism all the time. Making the "N" word taboo in or illegal to segregate based on color as it was found in Brown Vs the Board of Education and again in the bus case of 1956 Browder v. Gayle , which ended the year long bus boycott in Montgomery, Alabama. Just because you cant segregate, doesn't mean you stop segregating in actions and speech. The way I see it is, this overt behavior and hypocrisy that goes on in America is difficult to deal with and raceplay is a symptom of racism, it is a way to deal with the inhumanity, and a release.

I see racism or any line of superiority as people who are jealous and scared. Scared of losing power, scared of being on a lesser rung, scared of the sheer presence of black people but moreover and in this case black men. Scared of being considered gay, scared of losing the superiority war, scared of the fact they have a small penis, just overall scared. Scared people threaten, demean, make fun of, defile and dehumanize others. When we are in full acceptance of who we are and don't look to others for our definition of man, woman, gay, straight, blue, pink etc., we don't live in fear and are not concerned what other people are doing just because they are different than us.

The fact that racism still exists in 2025-26 in the world is baffling to me. But how men have decided to deal with it in regards to sex more of a head shaker. I personally find cuckolding much more racist than raceplay. You again have the white man who in my opinion is gay, does not want to admit it, so instead he lives pussy free with a woman who brings a black guy into her bedroom any time she wants to have her pussy beat up, but wont go out with him in public. This whole concept was 1) created by the porn industry as a way for rich old white men to get black guys to participate in porn for the views, ratings and money but still be able to treat them like animals. 2) And black guys the 'bull' going along with this because they are being praised for their dicks. The porn industry is the most dehumanizing industry on the planet, and it has men absolutely hooked. From 1999-present there has been a 2-7% increase in women who watch porn. Women are wired differently, we don't get off just sitting watching something like that for hours, we have responsibilities, we have people who depend on us, and we like human interaction. We like the emotional, whereas men do, unless they are put off, rejected or told no, then they crawl inside of themselves and stop interacting.

How I got here?

Great question! In 2022 I started a company to work with programming bootcamps in the US to offer certificates to women wanting to get out of the porn industry. Even great actresses only make $150k a year on average, and that is what a junior to mid-level programmer would make. I had no idea about porn, I wanted to do something to help people for an underserved population and I came up with this and started writing a book and engaging programming schools. On my journey someone asked me if I knew what the porn industry was like? I honestly said 'no' and from that I knew I needed first hand experience. This lead me to a site, which lead me to getting a call from someone who heard my struggles and keyed in on a tumultuous relationship with my daughter. He told me he could get me on a set with real stars etc, I had to pay $1000 for a special permit, and fly out to California. Upon getting there which I spent the last of my money to do this, I found out I was scammed. I was so green and naive, and knew I had to get to work immediately. There was an email from CamSharks saying I could make up to $10,000 a week, so I signed up. I didn't own a dildo, I didn't know what sph was, cei, joi nothing. I kept getting asked to do this raceplay, I said no my child is mixed, I could not believe men liked this. One day after months of one customer asking I finally agreed. From that moment when he was asking me if I picked him out of all the "ni**er" boys on the auction block for his dick, a light bulb came into my head and I immediately understood the appeal. From that moment I started to develop my own style of Plantation style raceplay. It is American style with the hard "r". It was a hit, I had a niche and was getting a ton of customers. I began developing the brand, and writing the story of Clara and her husband who were plantation owners, he was gay, and she knew this and she and her husband had their own slaves that they had sex with etc.

I made a video of me fully clothed and put it on PornHub, the next day it was taken down, saying it was inciting violence. I was like 'what the hell'? In that video I was talking to my guy, and I asked him if he wanted to trade places with Massa and today he could do all the things to Massa that Massa been doing to him for the last nine years. I said he could take Massa and hang him from a tree, he could whip his genitals, he could do it all.

So that was in 2022, I was being told I was the best raceplay female out at the moment and I was amazing. I was like really? So I asked my customers where I could post this video. I was told 'Motherless'. I got on the site and was in shock this even existed. I made a profile, and put up the same video that I had posted on PornHub.

The results were in after about 6 hours and I was given 12 goats, and comments were flowing, friend requests, custom's asks etc. I had no idea what was going on. I immediately started a website to offer 1-1's with paying customers, that got taken down by Godaddy and Stripe, and I had to start navigating this landscape entirely green, entirely alone, and now the cam sites were turning on me saying I could not do raceplay or have it in my room topic etc.

Now its almost 2026, the landscape of raceplay has been morphing. It changes a lot, and especially with people like me talking about the effects of racism and how this is a bi-product. I rarely listen to anyone with regards to what it is and if its moral etc. I used to use the 'N' word more openly in public chat, but never do that now. I was kicked off permanently of Streamates, citing 'raceplay' as the reason but that is where I got my start.

I decided if I was going to do this it was going to be with the intention of talking about the effects of race, it was going to be a brand, and blogs (education and transparency on my part), and it was going to be a safe place to explore racism and the effects as well as a safe place for men to be able to release that energy that is very much, as I see it as generational as it is societal. As I experience it in raceplay, it is a way to take anger out on white people in particular white women and vice versa generally speaking, and I was going to confront that and I don't make it that because that is not how I feel. I will delve into this more in my online writings and articles, and discord. But I was/am going to make my version of raceplay a way for one white person (me) to acknowledge how wrong racism is and to explore the history of the 'N' word, the current state of racism, and to talk about white women and black men and why that is considered so taboo. I want it to be about conversations between black and white people and discourse. That has always been the intention and that will always be the intention.

About my current personal goals and where I am at?

I am a lover of light and my goal is to continue each moment with the thought "how can I be more whole"?

We try to compartmentalize everything but the reality as I see it, we are holistic people with the opportunity each moment to realize our gifts and make the world a little better than we found it.

I enjoy nurturing people, and understand everyone has a story, including me. I want to listen to your story but also help you to not dwell on the past. What happened to us as kids does not have to shape our present or our future. We can let it go. So that is what I am here to do, to help you heal.

Healing is done many ways. We often obsess or fetishize things that we bring from childhood, I call them remnants. Remnants really just hold us in the past and don't allow for us to be in the openness and allowing needed to forge ahead and not just survive but also thrive.

I am here to be that conduit for that openness and allowing and to accept you exactly where you are right now in this moment.

We all need support, whether its a virtual hug, blowing off steam, or help during a loss, we often don't get the support we need. But in addition to supporting you, I want to help you support others. The biggest transformations in life are done when we are not so self focused and focus on other people and try to make the world better for the future generations.

Raceplay for Healing?

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